Student's diary when living away from home.

Studying and having a love 国外 means that there will be times of depression, sleepless nights and happy days. The distance blows the winds into the heart and leads the dead of love to knock on the door. Study abroad means waking up every morning wondering where you are and what you are going to do. Look out the window to see cold frost and know that I have a long day to fight. Listen to your voice in the lap, try to live, live for the future. Studying means wearing a backpack and carrying heavy books in his arms, entering the school gate and remembering his old school days because of the joy of meeting his friends every day. Now I go to school, because of the joy in the future. Study abroad means a day of tears in my heart, when I first do a 争奪戦. Sitting on でんしゃ, remember the tremor and emptiness in your head, shame and sadness. This is not me? Study abroad means white.かぜ cold blowing thin sunshine makes the yellow skin also white white, white mucus. And the wind blows the sweet pink veins of a distant country, blows dry tears and cold hearts. Studying means having a busy day on the school grounds, chatting with you or having a chat in the library. They all do not feel right. Only know that you live temporarily, live for, live for later life will be enough. Studying means that white rice is better than hamburger, pizza is not bread, and うどん or Italian pasta is not comparable to bowl of chicken noodle bowls. Going to a restaurant looking at a long menu but only see the craving for cooked food ... Studying means watching with your father's long wave behind the glass, the smile and greetings of your farewell, your tears behind the thick cotton blanket, the promise of next year meet again Out on the lips trembling, is very long time ... Studying means getting upset when writing a good sentence, and the vocabulary is too far away in the dictionaries, frustrating when the math test is only 9.5 / 10, is tired of the calendar book. It's so thick that the eyes are red because of staying up late, being silly trying to pronounce another language other than English and Vietnamese, is awkward to pick up a bladesmoke to complete a project for the art class, is brand new a school and rules. Overseas study means growing up. Chop the onion and grate the fried shrimp rolls, knead the dumplings and serve, cook the soy milk and wait for the opportunity to bake cookies and gato. Take paper and pair for a benefit, grasp the future in hand and mold yourself to mold yourself, fall on the other side of the earth, realize what you long understood is not as simple as understand, fear but eager to enter the head with it. Study abroad means worrying when someone closes the blog. Seeing yourself far away and you are helpless, why do you close the only door that connects you? And rest assured when the door opened again, breathe, uh you're okay, smile, read again about you again, wink, we are not far away. Study abroad is a sense of loss when something is very fun, screaming screaming fun but suddenly realized around her looks like no one sure .... Study abroad is to be strong ... want to cry is not crying because I must be strong. Overseas study is difficult to breathe when it comes to pressure, expectations from everyone because carrying the language away from school without doing something is embarrassing. Studying is uncomfortable when called "... kieu" ... may be just teasing may be the whirlwind ... but whatever the intention, then really, do not like being called at all Because when studying abroad, I feel proud of my country, proud of being the most Vietnamese citizen ... and just want to be called as normal ... is Vnese only. Study abroad is sad when it is said that it is westerners, racing to imitate people when not in fact, but westerners do not need to study, at home is also west. Study abroad is not sympathetic when unfortunately talked to a few alternating language into, was said to forget the mother tongue when in fact do not want to. All year long, it is difficult to speak Vietnamese, instead of having to use, to practice the foreign language to learn, of course will be habits and need time to adjust when returning home? Study abroad is trying every day, count each day to visit home ... Study abroad is a measure when you want to go back to the expense of quite high ... if you try to save can save money on school but very homesick and want to be with everyone .... Study abroad ... largest is to sacrifice feelings, love wide meaning, not just love ... and always have to look forward to the future, always tell yourself to try and the future will be paid back to that. Try harder.... Study abroad is to compress fast when you are sad, want to call your relatives immediately to confide, but have to compress because you do not want to worry about yourself, and call charges are not cheap. Studying means that you will only be looking at your parents through a tiny webcam on the computer screen and listen to your mother smiling.. ![yymi.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmR3ordiv2vhpG1pj1Tq9P4sYzFZLFUbMqWwDkp8kv6kEk/yymi.jpg) Studying and having an oversea love means that there will be times of low self-esteem, sleepless nights and happy days. The distance blows the winds into the heart and leads the dead of love to knock on the door. Doubt. There should be moments that will have to smile and reassure me, and ask the magic mantra: "Do you believe me?", To slow the heart to apologize, yes, will not think much. Study abroad means pride. I proud to see myself change, proud to find myself growing up, proud of being loved. Study abroad means a lot of self-promiscuity. Promise yourself, with people, with your family, with your friends. Promise not to waste what has been sacrificed. Promise and try to fulfill the promise. Study abroad? Does anyone know where the hearts of people far from home to study ... Study abroad means go to school. Is going to school in the distance. It is very far away. Is going to school very very far ... And, study abroad is much to want to let go of all the above feelings but still have to grip and continue to step ...