![](https://images.ecency.com/DQmUConvtwaXHJWw1syWHBr1urrNJm2YeaxLXKo7n3fVx8f/alone_8603184_1280.png)[source](https://pixabay.com/photos/alone-sad-beach-sea-ocean-girl-8603184/) A sickening feeling, Creeping over me Pushing me far away From healing. Keeping Me wondering, what I'm Slowly becoming. Slowly I feel my heart, Descending, as I began to Lose all my feelings. ![](https://images.ecency.com/DQmQH6Jqq8ALn4P5BVT2tQJcPJpvYmtMYrebGPwRaTtEgLe/cat_3169476_1280.jpg)[source](https://pixabay.com/photos/cat-black-animal-pet-hair-star-3169476/) A feeling I can't, explain I feel high at times as a crane. Yearning to love with no restraints, With a heart that's been tainted. All along I feel so low, my mind Taking a bow, why I asked myself, Reaping what I never sowed. Times when loving was Something I did effortlessly and caring was Never an option. Lost it all, I said to Myself, realizations had me delving Deep down, scavenging for answers, To the questions of my Heart. How did I grow so cold, to it all. Becoming a stranger to myself. ![](https://images.ecency.com/DQmTuaMHeE3LtbN4qRwf7j6RBbvmaykjsRSt9VujKEH8wcR/child_3473596_1280.jpg)[source](https://pixabay.com/photos/child-girl-face-eyes-pretty-3473596/) Sitting and reminiscing the Younger days, when the feelings Was there and i was full of love. A budding youngster, wishing to Offer the world, what he had. Wanting to give out so much love. How did i grow so cold, to it all. Becoming a stranger to myself.

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