Part 17: More NightMares
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NightMares
Falling/dark/worried/hot/cold/vertigo
....again.
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This time there were no dreams. This time it was the pure sensation...the pure emotion....the pure feeling.
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Falling/dark/worried/hot/cold/vertigo
.....and again.
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The intensity varied. The lengths of time I endured each sensation varied. Sometimes more falling, sometimes less...sometimes more vertigo...sometimes less. Sometimes coupled one with the other.
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Worried about falling. Hot in the Dark. Cold while falling and vertigo in the dark.........
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Still... and begin to sense that someone was watching.
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...I felt similar to the time that I took a lie detector test..during the calibration questions.
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...I had the DISTINCT feeling that someone was watching me. I was sure of it now. Someone was studying my reactions, evaluating my response, developing a baseline, they were playing with ....me....….tampering….with my fight or flight response.....
Falling/dark/worried/hot/cold/vertigo
...I was getting PISSED
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Pretty soon I was going to get out of bed and punch someone in the face.
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Angry…as if my Anger Management capacity was being evaluated.
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AGAIN…..........AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN.
who KNOWS how much later?
It seemed like two days longer than forever
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I felt a presence in my dream. I felt that I was being watched. I felt the presence of a feline…of a cat. I could almost see, in my minds eye, the grin of a cat, but there was no cat.
“Well! I've often seen a cat without a grin,'
I thought
`but a grin without a cat!
It's the most curious thing I ever saw in my life!’
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To Be Continued
The Next Episode is
Part 18: I struggled to open my eyes
The Last episode was
Part 16: Back to sleep...…
the first episode was
Part 1 : Winter Storm
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