Hi guys, Im feeling better this morning just came back from a hard workout in the gym and just getting ready to have breakfeast and start my day. Im doing the my best to try and stay relaxed and focused so that my transition to my new life in a few days will go as smoothly as possible.
Easter is just around the corner so that means I will likely be working a few days as it gets quite busy in Mallorca this time of year already. I hope to be ready to go back to work and fullfill my duties like I have been doing for the last couple years. I never imagined divorce could be so painfull and hard, I still think about her every day and constantly in my dreams but over time this will start to go away. Regardless of the horrible circumstances one day I hope that we can forgive each other and have a good divorced parent relationship especially for the sake of our wonderfull children.
My long to do list of things to do including the endless paper work ( Spain is pure bureaucracy) is slowly getting smaller and that also helps to put my mind at ease. I have to continue focusing on my self esteem and learn to be alone. As hard as it is to realize this the best course of action right now is to avoid falling into a rebound relationship, overcoming emotional dependence can be harder than quitting hard drugs from what I have been reading.
