Much has happened and most of which still feels very fresh and painfull. Im having such a hard time being positive sometimes its hard to accept. I find talking to people I dont really know to be the only therapy at the moment, those that know me I avoid mostly to try and not have to face my past. Even being with my children is dificult at times as its a constant reminder of all that has gone wrong in my life, at the same time they are amazing, talented and beautifull.
Im going to make a huge effort starting tomorrow to try and stay positive and stop dwelling on the past, I need to get over my divorce and stop feeling so much for the person that has hurt me so much as this is only standing in the way of me moving on and forward. Whatever her reasons might be for doing this, its obvious there is nothing I can do to change her mind and I really need to start to heal the constant pain and suffering is overwhelming and my children seeying me in such a horrible state of mind is not doing them any favours either.
Wishing all Steemians a good night, I will be busy posting again tomorrow as I try and find a productive way to keep my mind occupied and reconnect with my passion for cryptocurrency.
