I am afraid to eat, this morning I only had some fruit juices from the small tangerines that my neighbor had given me as a gift. That old lady never ceases to forget me during the Christmas season and such and I receive from here a bouquet of fruits and other foods as my gift, may God bless her.
Not only I am afraid to eat because it would mean that my guts would process the food and begin hurting again like a spasm I am also afraid to sleep because my sleeping position had changed I do not like it and if I would revert back to sleeping on my side it is just very painful because of my ribs.
I also have to contend with my fever because I got the chills today denoting that there is an infection. I think I may have to take some antibiotics but I will just also continue to take some Buscopan so that I won't get those debilitating guts spasm which is like a torture for me.
I also had vomited last night so heavily but there is no food in my stomach at that time and I thought I would be puking bile for that matter. Now my Gonads hurt because of that heavy vomiting. I have so many things happening to my body right now plus the sadness in my heart to take my liquid steem to sell it because I have no more money to use for my medical needs.
So I am happy that I have a nice source of funds even though the bear market is brutal. Some predicts that BTC would double its current price by the end of the year but I do not have the luxury of time to wait for that thing to happen because definitely I am either dead already or really in a bad situation medically regarding my bones.