I Should Probably Start at the Beginning
The only way I can accurately describe this experience would be like this. Placing what I will call words into a box. These seem to be a productive tool and should remain safe here.
I stared at the sparrow long enough, attempting to project my thoughts into his mind so we could have a discussion, but it did not work. He flew away. I scared him, but that doesn't have anything to do with anything. I just hope he comes back.
I woke up today. It started like this.
Ahhhhhh!
I was screaming. Soaking wet, and it wasn't urine. Was it all a bad dream? Why was that man telling me I can't be in charge of the "bitches" anymore? Was I fired? Do I have to find a new job? Why did everything and everyone suddenly disappear?
Now I lay here, alone. That life is gone. It's entire light flashed before my eyes.
My eyes? What are my eyes now since I've realized I can still see without them...
Then I Noticed My Hands
They looked natural, weren't frightening in the slightest way. I seemed to know what to do with them instantly, but I didn't have time to touch myself there so I sat up and noticed my hair. I have my own personal jungle and I hope my critters never go extinct. I am their God. I will take care of them.
My Own Personal Waterfall
I entered the room completed by it's eerie silence. Feeling dirty, oh, so dirty. It only made sense. Turn on the tap and pull the thing so water falls and I can sing.
Too hot or too cold until I got it just right. Stood there bathing in my thoughts of last night.
Who put this here? Did I do this? Everything was set up as if some divine being was in this room before me. How did she know I would want to wear pants?
The Floor
Padded. It's comfortable to walk on. Clean! No point in watching my step now. I can just walk as I see where I take me. This is incredible. I didn't see the wall coming. Life was dark during those first few moments. I knew what needed to be done.
A Simple Switch
You are now the light of my life and I can see this world miraculously. Waterfalls and magic balls. Everything I need comes from above and what's all below might just be there for show, but I now know this spiritual flow. I will not ask how this tiny switch can be for I do not care and enjoy this new mystery.
Up! I can see! Down. Where did the world go? Up! Oh, there it is! Down. Gone. I have great powers now. Satisfied. This is what I get for paying with my attention. One more time. Up! I'll leave it there.
What is that Wonderful Aroma?
Coffee. Hot and ready. How? Everything is automatic and this world knows what I like. This is delicious, so good. More and more I want more before I leave through that door to see what's next on the shore of this amazing plane I adore.
I am a King now! More powerful than God for you can see me and hear me and I cannot be denied!
Rumble Rumble Gurgle Gurgle
I need to go hunting through this magic door where I find my food without any chore. Since a roast goes in a roaster and I get toast out of my toaster the next logical step would be to eat after I boast more.
A bowl of cereal should suffice, a slice of orange to make it nice. "It's a beautiful world," I said to the three blind mice and of course they agreed for I know their eyes bleed the same pain I gain when they come to read.
Showtime!
I reach for my device and notice my paradise has come crashing down. Nothing! I have nothing now but this god forsaken frown.
It's dead! It won't turn on! What do I do! I cannot live without you my little uncharged taboo! I wanted to share the best things in life with my friends who are there in my electronic knife that now stabs me in the back as it goes on attack and I wish this fucking world would just cut me some slack!
Powerless
I lived for a day and thought I was in charge but my battery died with my future at large.
