Ive seen much pain in my short 34 years of life. Physical, psychological, emotional, spiritual, you name it.
I have broken almost every bone in this body. Ribs shoulder ankles wrist both arms tailbone and the list goes on. Was a very extreme person, thrill seeker and athlete. Tough outdoorsy type.
Have always had an overactive mind and was somewhat of a perfectionist. Ive had to deal with many mind states and battles.
Ive had to deal with guilt, death at an early age, ive went through two major breakups which hurt my soul more than anything. Was physically ill from them. Long stories and im glad they happened but especially the last one was very intense.
Ive dived deeply into religion, science, philosophy, spirituality, LIFE. Long time ago I had the literal fear of HELL for many years. That was not fun or easy to break. Not cuz i am so bad just because of contradictions i noticed. Yes ive studied the concept of hell, its history and much more.
Ive seen and been through alot. The unexplainable pain i live in has suffocated all other areas of LIFE. I HAVE NEVER, EVER HEARD OF OR SEEN THE LIKES OF THIS DEMOND. I fantasize about overcoming, of making through, of coming out wiser stronger and transcendent. Truly an indescribable torture. May God have mercy on this body. Namaste
