Numbed upon reading those words.
Gradually absorbs until it stings.
Asking oneself what went wrong.
Until the world turns
The desire of unconsciousness
in a span of time, and keep away from
triggers afflicting internally.
Wake up in a yearned tranquility.
Painless. But it's a cycle that will take me
to twist and turns.
The rollercoaster of emotions
that's hardly controlled.
Is it over? Those irrational perceptions
drawn against me led to a decision.
Unfavorable.
Like at the edge of a cliff.
Pushed away.
Wordless. Speechless.
My internal defenses says
"I didn't break it".
But it's breaking.
Until it completely breaks down.
Breakdown to the sanctuary
in dim and loneliness.
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