Hello You! Oh how you have been waiting for this moment, the moment when you get to leave 2019 behind you. You are ready for things to improve, for your energy to soar and your life to get back on track. What a relief it is to move forward into 2020, the year where great things are going to happen.
And boy, oh boy do things happen. Things that you knew one day where inevitable, but you are in no way, expecting what is about to take place. The world as you know it, will almost come to a stand still and everyone, will be firstly in shock and then become confused about what is playing out in front of them.
You will have to get used to seeing people masked up, with fear in their eyes as they go about their business in town. At first you will be told that it is only for a few weeks, but those weeks drag on, until they spread out to the whole year. The worst though, will be seeing all the children in masks, that will break your heart and it will not be something you can get used to!
You made the decision years ago to step out of the system, to live off grid and to make your own way with your girls. Because you never had any faith in that system that governs us and you knew that one day, the shit would hit the fan and that in order to hold onto your freedom, you needed to be in control of your own life.
Well this is it, this is the shit hitting the fan and you will go through the stages of grief as you try and grasp the extend of what is happening. Damn, 2020, things do not get easier for you, but they do get clearer. You just have to try and stay calm. But the waters, are a hell of a choppy and you will be bombarded with information and be accused of many things. One of them, being a nazi.
I know, nothing could be further from the truth, but because you choose not to go along with the common narrative, you will be labelled and you will lose many friends. But you will also, find your tribe!
You will once again go deep into that rabbit hole, as more and more is finally revealed. That journey will have a huge affect on you, because everything that you have been suppressing will come to the surface and you will face all that you tried to leave behind in 2019. They do not call it the great reveal for nothing!
You will go between feeling at ease, to feeling as though the floor has been ripped out from under you. Even with the choices you have made, there are so many uncertainties, so many threats as those in power struggle to hold on. You must remember that this is part of their plan, to have us living in fear.
But you have a choice and you will choose love. You will hit rock bottom in the summer as all of your reserves dry up and you are forced to step back and rest, to finally accept help and heal. You can no longer make excuses, because your body will take over and force you to be still!
Whilst all of this is happening, you will become a part of an amazing collective, that is focused on creating solutions and you will finally know that this is what you have been waiting for.
You have been so restless for so long, waiting to contact with others who wanted to be proactive and this year, during all the chaos you will find them. This plandemic will take you to your tribe.
You will be amazed by how much you will learn, especially about your legal rights, you who never took any interest before, always living by the natural law. But now you will learn more about the constitution and become empowered to exercise your rights.
You will become more creative, getting involved in art groups and in helping to create a zine. You will find, that amongst all these restrictions you have never been more busy or more social. You will discover, that what matters the most, is connecting with folk who are willing to stand up and create change.
Your dream of creating an eco village, will become bigger than you could ever have expected, with those involved, dreaming just as big as you, but all with the same vision. Suddenly, everything and anything is possible and you know that it is only a matter of time before it happens.
Things will be difficult and life will continue to be challenging, you will have moments where the fear finds it's way in, where you worry for your children, for their future. But then you will remember that you are being proactive, you are creating change and you do this for them, for all of them.
You will continue to plant seeds, to create opportunities for discussion and you will be rewarded by the many people who enter your life and leave an imprint on your soul.
2020 starts off slowly, but then you step onto this rollercoaster and you enter into the unknown, only to finally surface into the light. You will feel so overwhelmed at times, but that is just part of the process. You knew that 2020 would be a big year, it certainly doesn't disappoint on that front.
But beneath it all, beneath all the shit that gets stirred up, is this wonderful opportunity to heal! This wonderful opportunity to create the world that you want and on the Winter Solstice, you and your collective will declare yourselves a sovereign nation and then, well then, things start to get very exciting.
Big love and thank you to @riverflows for nominating me for this challenge. So now, I would like to tag a few people to get involved, @fennegen, @katrina-ariel, @erikaharris, @carolynstahl,
@sallybeth23, @chinyerevivian, @hetty-rowan @thisismylife,@cabelindsay, @warpedpoetic and @divinebeingness to write a letter to yourself in 2019. If you choose to get involved, remember to tag some others and to use the #mein2019 tag.
