Hello Steemians!

I really need your clear opinion on this as it is really important and I will tell you precisely why.

I'm having this question sneaking up accompanied with doubts in my mind since the day one, and I can surely tell I really don't like them, not in my halls. The sooner they vanish the better.

So this is the situation in short. 

I am here for 18 days. I posted some really quality posts and some very intimate gems. Very rare people would share this kind of things with anyone in private and even less across world widely web.  Most of them apperared  @curie and I'm grateful for that.

But does this community function as originated? I don't really see it. I love to fish for quality original posts that are horizon expanding. And I see some curators working on provoking of those. 

What I'm noticing is really happening -

People making packs to mainly post instant fast food shit, quick spam (mostly repetitive) and run and upvote each other, LOL. I hear loud noise of flies buzzing around and powering down the origin idea of Steemit. Basic and most primitive psichology levels are dominating even in here. Which is no surprise at all. 

Real communication and curating is not happening in here, excluding some parachute now and then individuals.

Do steemians really read the posts or is it just clicking, speed posting and reaching key goals?

Other day I was even commenting/currating at the really shocking utter lie misleading post in history of art - "Top ten abstract art of the all time". What happened when I told the true in that comment. Nothing! I didn't even get the response nor did he corrected that post into valid. And people just kept upvoting living in the dark. If this is that kind of community I really don't wanna be part of it throwing my hard earned gems left and right. I'm aware my value as well as time and money I invested in myself till now. My education and experience didn't fall from the sky to be wasted in black wholes. Please do correct me if I'm wrong or I'm missing something.

Bottom line

I have to much expertise in various field, if you need to know in more details it's all in INTRO. 

I invest most of my time in developing, learning and upgrading. Rest of the time I work professionally and do some art. Thing is I won't live to long. I have around 17 years left to live and I sense this all my life and I got firm confirmation from family and doctors as well. Now you can see that I don't like wasting time. It takes me aproxy about 4-6 hrs to write the post for steemit. For some of the content in it took me years and years. I'd wish it get more quality feedback. To see someone developed or got inspired from it, that anything from it reached some. That I shared and passed my hard earned experience.  So Steemit seemed to me a great concept for that and my next goals. 

To make some value stored. 

1. case: if i get kids to grow a whale account for their heritage that will serve them for education and fighting web against ignorance and darkness, spreading real knowlege. 

2. case: to fund my waiting experiments, research and one particular valuable project - "Frequency cell"

But, I realised yesterday that maybe I don't have audience for the things I post and share in here. And that my authoring in here drains a lot of time. And I would reach my second case goal sooner in private mode working and existing since I noticed I am rewarded around 13 $ per post. 

Sadly, post I was writing yesterday for hours, a very top of iceberg of what I would or could write was drawn in the sea of quantity and noise. It ended up with 19 votes, 0 feedback and value of 0.01$. 

DOWNLOADING BIGGEST IDEAS ////// SEE THE POWER OF REAL SOURCES ///////// & POWER UP! - Part 1

THE QUESTION IS: IS IT REALLY WORTH IT? 

I would appreciate your opinion...

Thank You!