It’s been 6 long months without you.
Without hearing your voice.
Without seeing your comment on everything I ever posted.
The same two comments, always-
“Good one”
“Cool one”
Simple never-ending support in your voice.
I miss you and it’s the deepest ache in my heart, the biggest sadness I’ve known so far.
It’s been 6 short months without you.
I can still remember every moment of your last days.
I still get the flashbacks.
I still don’t regret being there for your
Last
Moments
I can still see your beautiful face, still hear your voice.
I can still feel your hand stroking my hair for the last time like I was a 3 year old on your lap.
It’s been 6 months. I need you to know that I’m doing okay. That we’re doing okay. Our lives changed forever when we lost you, but I need you to know that you’re still right at the heart of them. Right at the heart of us.
I miss you. I love you mum.
