This is my first post as @expressing, which was inspired by reading the post Earth is no place for humans, and Steemit collects broken hearts by @aggroed. I resonated with this post felt a need to share how I feel about being on earth and what life on earth is like when we see it 'outside of the box'.

I am a real person and I do have another account on Steemit in my real name.

However I wanted to be able to express feeling all that I am feeling, not just about resonating with 'Earth is not place for humans" but how I feel as not belonging here on this crazy planet! I feel the need to express deep feelings that many people will think I'm weird and will judge me for, so I wanted to be unknown so I can freely express without feeling judged. I know I'm different and weird, I'm living it every day!

It's kind of sad that I feel this way, that I feel so much pressure and judgement from society that I don't feel I can freely express everything I am feeling as myself, but I'm sure I'm not the only person who feels this, a lost soul on a crazy planet! So maybe me sharing will help others as well as helping me to feel freedom.

The fact is that not expressing is keeping it all pent up and I'm aware that I have a lot of pent up feelings!

I do not feel I am human, I feel I am a free spirit trapped in a human body on earth. I don't resonate with being on earth, it does feel like 'hell on earth' to me and I often want to escape being here! I don't feel suicidal, I just find earth too much at times, like this is worse than a nightmare that never ends!

Sure there are good days and there are many people doing lots of good, and that is one thing that I do like about Steemit, all the good being done and the community feeling.

I have been writing today and it has given me a sense of peace and letting go.

I hope that me sharing my feelings will help others to express their own feelings and also feel this sense of peace.

Here is what I wrote earlier that expresses why I am here as @expressing.

Who Am I, You May Ask?

If I told you my name

Would you know any more?

Being nameless is a game

And one I'm going to explore!

Names are labels, define us they do

Dictates our behaviour, now isn't that true?

Haven't you ever just wanted to be free?

Well here as '@expressing', it's what I will be!

I will express what I'm feeling

It feels so good to me

It's may way to escape from humanity

Time Out, Time to Be

The Authentic True Me!

So that is my intro

About what I will do

Expressing my feelings

The high and the low

Opening a door to be honest and true

Expressing is my Freedom

And I'm sharing it with YOU!

Thank you to @aggroed for his post that inspired me to write as a kind of poetry, this is new to me, I know nothing about writing poetry, I'm just expressing my feelings!

Thank you for reading my feelings.