I have not been to a spa since the last time a woman took me. I wanted to fuck her, but she has a husband. I don't want to get mixed up in all of that. Who the fuck am I kidding? I almost fucked her. She sleeps around on him and he on her. Why should I care?

She bought me lunch and we sat and talked. The only thing that connected us was we were both involved with the same psychopath together - she was fucking him and losing money; I just lost money. Fucking guys really isn't my thing.

This spa day was at a discounted price because of the Tuesday special. I wish I could have gotten a message. My body needs to be touched. Where is the woman that will touch me in the ways I want to be touched after I get the other body parts relaxed and loose?

I have had a happy ending - twice. Not my favorite. In fact, I don't think I will do it again unless the woman wants to jump on top of me. I don't like getting jerked off when someone is expecting payment. They aren't into me. It feels dirty and gross to me.

I would love to get laid right now. It seems all of the women I approach have boyfriends. It seems like none are interested in going to bed with me. We hardly talk. I have mother issues. Fuck! Can this all just end?

I'm sorry the picture I have painted is not full of bright colors.

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My Completed Freewriting prompts:

1. Dude
2. Bittersweet
3. Basket
4. Housecoat
5. Nail
6. Faster Than Light
7. Cane (Bonus: Red Wine)
8. A Ridiculous Amount of Fun
9. Mosquito
10. Bamboo
11. Hook
12. Sweater
13. The Entryway
14. Trolley
15. Flea
16. Awakening
17. Her Homemade Jams
18. Party
19. Important
20. Parasol
21. Back Pain
22. Late
23. Medium
24. Mother
25. Banana
26. Paper
27. Milk
28. Tree
29. Swing
30. Bored Stiff
31. 5
32. Home Alone and Doctor’s Office
33. Monkey’s Wedding
34. Wire
35. Appetite
36. Travel
37. A Kiss
38. Mice
39. Detective
40. Homeless
41. Eyebrows
42. 40 Percent Off
43. One Year
44. Frosting a Cake
45. Bones
46. Clouds
47. Scratch
48. Wet
49. Cherry
50. Depression
51. Camping
52. Caterpillar
53. Quadrillion
54. Describe the Room You Are In
55. Dew
56. Miami
57. Skinny
58. Lizard Cave
59. Mold
60. Herbs
61. Phone
62. Wood
63. Prototype
64. Discord
65. A Jumble of Words
66. Suffers in Silence
67. Bath
68. Core Values
69. Players
70. Talking Dog
71. Grand Piano
72. Syrup
73. Ornate
74. Chips
75. State
76. Epilogue
77. Sell-out
78. Chalk

Weekend Free Write:

1. The Picture

2. The Crooked Umbrella

3. The Chair That I’m Strapped To

4. The Stall - Part 1)

5. The Stall - Part 2

6. A Common Ending

7. The Stall – Part 9

8. Withdrawal

9. Richard’s Surprise

10. The Trap

11. Church